Its 40 mins past 0400hr, and I can't sleep a wink. All I did was cried buckets. Because?? ....
See, the friendship we built for 4 years, is breaking apart. Its just a misunderstanding of not being there for each other when in times of need. I can see how hurt you are when you texted us like that. But what makes you so sure that we left you out? We invited you to the occasion and plans that we organised. But it's either that you're busy with work or out with your own plan. So, tell me, what were we supposed to do then?
She, took the initiative to text the both of us, everytime she wants to held a reunion. But it was always, either me or you who can make it. Your work schedule is inflexible, and I have my career to worry about as well. It's either me or you who were always busy. And plus, the 3 of us are attached! And of course we need some time to spend with our partner.
But! Did you ever took up the time or initiative to text or even call me up? No u did not. So why are u blaming me for not sparing my time with u? And have you ever shared your problems with me? I did, but have you? No! And the thing that made me felt really bad, was when u said "someone separated you and her".. Who else are u referring to if it's not me? I'm the only one she have!
You texted her today at 9.30pm, wanting her to spend the night at your house, whereas you know that she can't be home after 12midnight. Then you went haywire and started this mess. You threw your tantrum for things that are not existed. You said things that were not true. If you only you would have texted me, God knows, I'll be there. You blamed us, blamed me for everything. So, now, I'm backing out, leaving you both to have quality time together.
I hate this separation. I hate that things have to end this way. The friendship we've built for 4 years, is breaking apart. We grew up together. Eventhough we were in the same primary school, but we weren't as closed as were are now. Though me and her have always been closed since primary school. But we started this friendship back in 2006. And now...
Maybe, I was the cause of it. I didn't try to understand you. I didn't try to listen to your stories. I didn't spare my time enough for you. My sacrifices weren't enough. Now, just let me go..
✿(◠‿◠)✿ Love, Shasha @ 4:38 AM
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