Dear YOU,
I have read your blog, and you should know what comes next. Tears..
I am now, sitting in my humble office when I thought about you. How much I miss you, your laughter, and how you would make me smile whenever I feel down. How you woke me up early in the morning, snuggling beside me, though you know it stinks. And everytime I'm out, I would call you asking what food you and your family wants. Well, that's past.
I never knew that whats posted on my blog brought a huge impact on you, and Mom. I knew it was my biggest mistake ever, and I sincerely apologies. The thought about everything makes me wanna puke everything out.
I miss those times I shared with you. Seriously baby, I miss you. By now, you should know how much I love you, how much difference you brought to my life. How much I treasure every minute spent with you. There's only 9 months left before I'm legally yours. Pls, let's just make up and start afresh?
I forbidden myself from visiting you, cos i wanted to give you time to recuperate everything. Though most of the times, I waited at the void deck, in order not to be seen by anyone. I forced myself not think of these whenever I'm down, but I can't help it. These things is just getting the hell out of me. And to be honest, I was stalking you. Yes, I did, and I still do. I just can't help it. I care too much for you that every minute of my life seems like something missing.
I miss the way you called after you cried, telling me your problems and everything. I miss the glimpse of you. Everything about you. I don't want to sound like I'm desperate or a lesbo. All I want you to know, is that
I MISS EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU. And I know, you miss me too, right sweetheart?
Forgive me sayang.. Forgive me.. I beg of you..
✿(◠‿◠)✿ Love, Shasha @ 12:12 PM
♥iLah NaBiLah♥