You know, the offer that I got was pretty awesome, but something in me told me that I should not take up the offer. Though my parents and fiance supported me, I feel that I'm lack of confidence in myself. What MIL said make senses too. All she's afraid of me forgetting who I am.
Yes, I rejected the offer.
But then again, she sent me e-mails wanting me to try it out, saying who knows I'll do great?
Well, it's heartbreaking to reject something that I have been wanting and dreaming of to be, something that I want to do in future. But it doesn't seems right. It might be a great experience, but I don't want to take the risk.
Though, in local, we have a lot of competitors, I think it's better I take up the challenge here.
I'm sorry. Maybe, after when I get married, I'll see you there? Just.... Maybe..




✿(◠‿◠)✿ Love, Shasha @ 10:02 AM